Saturday, September 5, 2009
Have You Received the Message?
My own fantasy of what could happen when Len leaves for good. I don’t want to publish it in FFN … I think this is useless anyway. This is just my fantasy. >.> I was in my classroom doing nothing when I and my best friend bumped into this thought … grr … I was not able to sleep because of this, can you believe that? I guess fantasies are not too good for one’s own good (I hope that makes some sense).
And can you believe that this is in a second person point of view? I am carried away, to some extent, of the oneshot I published for GA of which I made as a second person point of view … in past tense though. This one’s in present tense …
Ah, fantasies make people drooling. >:D
Have You Received The Message?
You find yourself, sitting on before your respective desk in class, your face ever-so-gloomy. The classroom is filled with exasperating buzzing and whispers, the news starting to float around. He is going to leave — today.
Bitterly, you give yourself a pitiful smile. Tsukimori-kun, in less than an hour, will leave all of you and your friends. He is now in school, saying his last goodbyes to his classmates, teachers, Tsuchiura-kun, Yunoki-senpai, Hihara-senpai, Shimizu-kun, Fuyuumi-chan … he surely will want to say his lasts to you but you do not show up.
Instead, you sulkily sit on your seat.
Why do you feel lonely anyway? You are the one who urge him to go, who cheer him to follow the best path, yet you feel so ill at ease. Aren’t you just the crazy?
You love how you practice the violin with his guidance. His every word uttered by his cold yet soothing voice every time you train yourself to be better in playing your instrument are bringing you to what seems like sanctuary.
You smile as you remember those moments. Those are the moments of peace and happiness.
“K — Kaho-senpai?” you hear a small voice ask.
Without staring up as you know who spoke, you reply with a, “Has he left?”
“No, he hasn’t yet, Hino-san,” says another voice. Stunned at the familiar mellifluous voice, your head snapped up, staring at the penetrating eyes of Yunoki-senpai. He gives you a smile. “Won’t you at least talk to him?”
They are in your classroom, huh? They do not even think how much of a chaos it will cause.
Nevertheless, you smile back and shook your head. Those two, they still find the time to come up to the Gen-Ed and talk to her.
“I have had already spoken to him anyway.” That is your reply yet deep down, you feel as though you miss something important to tell him. “My classmates are now looking at you, aren’t you going to go save yourself from fan girls, Yunoki-senpai?” you ask that you ought to send as a tease but your voice showed uncontrolled.
“Are you sure you won’t go down talk to him?” senpai’s honeyed voice asks again, as though insisting you go show up to Tsukimori-kun.
You heave a sigh, open your mouth to speak, but Fuyuumi-chan intervenes.
“S — senpai, you’re c — crying.”
Shock fills you in and your right hand instinctively is raised to your cheek, touching the damp spot where a single tear seems to have trailed. Your heart skips a beat. “I — I am …”
“Hino, he’ll already — hah — leave — in — a minute’s time —” you hear a panting voice semi-shout by the entrance of your classroom and you find Tsuchiura-kun there, leaning on his knees, his eyebrows noticeably furrowed.
Everyone in the room seems to silence, staring at him with amusement. “If you won’t — go — talk to — him — he won’t have — any second thought — of leaving.”
You know he does not care about Tsukimori-kun leaving … or you think so … but your heart is apparently overjoyed by the fact that your friends are …
At Tsuchiura-kun’s back is Hihara-senpai, panting really hard as he leans on the doorframe. Beside him is Shimizu-kun, wide awake, his face crumpled with worry.
“Senpai, in a minute, he’ll leave,” he mutters, his gaze pinning you down. “He told us to tell you that.”
Hihara-senpai sends you an encouraging yet anxious smile. “Kaho-chan …” he mumbles but the simple call seems to convey many different messages.
Go talk to him.
We ran all this way just to send you the message.
You’ll never see him for years; will you not really want to see him one last time?
He’s still waiting for you to show up.
He has got something to say.
…you’re fooling yourself if you say you have nothing to tell him. Won’t you at least encourage him once again … to …
…stay with us instead of leaving?
You are astounded. They do everything — ran all the way — just to tell you one simple message. Stop him.
The chair you are sitting on shockingly is knocked down to the cold floor as you instantly stood up, your face evidently decked with realization. You want to tell him never leave and stay. It is like a sudden lightning bolt that shot your worrywart brain.
Without warning, you feel your legs starting to run its way to nowhere, bringing you to a destination you know will change your life. Your heart is starting to beat even faster that you have the feeling your ribs will soon crack because of the impact. Your eyes are stinging with the tears you want to cast to show how bad you feel inside.
Don’t leave, Tsukimori-kun, is the only thought that runs in your mind. Go stop him as your friends want you to, as you want it to.
When you are finally down outside to the grounds, you immediately head your way towards the gates and realize the elegant black limousine of Tsukimori-kun is leaving. No … don’t.
Your pace turns even swifter.
“Tsukimori-kun!”
Your heart’s beating seemingly starts to crack your ribs into shards at any moment.
“Tsukimori-kun!”
Your eyes widen as the limousine sped off and gradually run out of sight. Just yet, you carry on running.
“Ts — Tsuki — Tsuki — LEN!” you cry as you come to a halt and panted. You failed and fooled yourself …
you have your eyes widened, tears hanging on it. You try to get a grip of yourself but—
Someone pulls you backwards.
“Have you received the message?” a voice you long to hear asks.
End
Huh, have you seen that? A simple daydream I always long and wait to happen. I mean, what if does happen? I will be the happiest gal one can perceive, really. Drool!!! :D~ Uh-huh, that’s the fanatic way of showing castles in the sky!! Yay! XD
Waii! Listen up! I have been a dying hard fan of KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN!! AAhhhh!!!! Drool to death, ideas mushrooming incessantly kills! :DD
Check these pictures out!! Dribble to death! Yay~
I love Sawada Tsunayoshi! Vongola Boss, a hot character~ magnets!!! Agh, I think I would soon run out of oxygen in too much of these extremities. And Hibari and Mukuro? Aren’t they just too gorgeous for one addicted and mad gal as I? Meeh … :D And the twenty years older Lambo! Too gorgeous and cool for one’s good! Sheesh! I’m dying of too much here!! And Chrome, she’s so cute. She’s to be called a bishoujo. Yeay!
Click on the pictures! Go! Go!
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La Corda D’Oro!! Please let us all huddle up together with one thought that may send Yuki Kure not to let Len leave … Don’t leave, Len for Kahoko!! XDD I’m sorry but I’m much of a Violin Romance fan.
=
Fanfictions: (www.fanfiction.net/~serachan011)
I have updated M E M O I R (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5011268/6/M_E_M_O_I_R)! I don’t know what possessed me to update though. And as an excerpt from the chapter:
‘Twinkle, twinkle, little bat!
How I wonder what you're at!’
You know the song, perhaps?” He turned to stare at the redhead.
Kahoko scratched the back of her head. Perhaps he meant, “Twinkle, twinkle, little star how I wonder what you are”, she thought. “I've heard something … well … something same as that,” she said with a sheepish smile.
Hatter-Yunoki-senpai raised his head proudly. “It still has its continuation, you know,” he said. “It goes on this way:
‘Up above the world you fly
Like a tea-tray in the sky
Twinkle, twinkle—’”
“Twinkle, twinkle …” continued Dormouse-Shimizu-kun in his sleep. He went on as though there was no end of it. To make him stop, the three would have to pinch him then.
Hatter-Yunoki-senpai frowned once again. “I had hardly finished the first verse when the Queen of Hearts bawled out: ‘He’s murdering the time! Off with his head!’.”
==
I believe you already have some ideas on what the chapter is about…
==
Also, The Camp (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5103223/3/The_Camp) is updated, check it out also.
Excerpt:
The redhead continued staring at him, subconsciously letting go or the card from her hand.
“But this time, I’ll be the one to do one certain promise for you.” Tsukimori turned his back and started preparing the other tent. “If ever you ever felt like crying, just approach me and I’ll try to carry your burden—”
“Again? No, Tsukimori-kun, I won’t let that happen,” said Kahoko as she followed him outside. She helped Tsukimori with the materials and her hand brushed against his. She jolted her hands away but didn’t leave and instead aided the blue-haired lad in putting up the tent. “I don’t care whether you have promises or whatever because there’s just one thing I want you to do …” She paused and looked up at a bewildered Tsukimori Len. “…please, I want to win this race together with you.”
Tsukimori blinked and slowly turned to the redhead. “Together?” he asked in utter perplexity.
==
Meep! I’m possessed in here the reason it was updated. It was updated last Monday but I haven’t been able to update this blog and so … and so … :D
==
I published another LCDO fanfic: (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5322004/1/A_Mix_Up) A Mix Up?
I deleted my first GA fanfic and instead published a oneshot: (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5304996/1/Operation_Make_PolkaDot_Panties_Fall) Operation: Make Polka-Dot Panties Fall. It’s crazy … but review. It badly needs appreciation … my ego has gone black-and-blue as people merely favorite-d it and did not even leave a review … only some courteous people though.
And for more fanfic to read, just check out my profile.
=
Uh … what else? I have gained new friends. Redsakuranbo (http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1444448/redsakuranbo) yeah, a faithful reader and reviewer; Dhidi-chan (http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1955298/dhidi-chan), I have been beta-reading her fan fiction; and AnimeViolinist (http://www.fanfiction.net/~animeviolinist), I beta-read her story once … :) I’m more than glad to gain new friends.
Oh, saiunkokulover offered some fanart from my fan fiction … A Mix Up? … she’ll try to draw Len playing soccer~ :D I’ll post the link in here and in my FF Profile once she’s finished with it. She’ll also try Len and the others in wonderland … as in Len the bunny. :D~
=
I have something to add! Can you believe this? I had my usual weekend siesta just earlier and I dreamed something crazy …
Erupting volcano, frogs leaping on you, horror movies wherein you didn’t know who the characters were, escaping from the hospital where you were currently confined, and … and … a statue of the Mother of God tilting its head to you with a small smile. O.O My greatest and most random dream I ever had in a day. It’s siesta anyway!!
=
~sera-chan wants to let people spend their time drooling over magnificent animes … :DD
FMA Brotherhood! ED!
My own fantasy of what could happen when Len leaves for good. I don’t want to publish it in FFN … I think this is useless anyway. This is just my fantasy. >.> I was in my classroom doing nothing when I and my best friend bumped into this thought … grr … I was not able to sleep because of this, can you believe that? I guess fantasies are not too good for one’s own good (I hope that makes some sense).
And can you believe that this is in a second person point of view? I am carried away, to some extent, of the oneshot I published for GA of which I made as a second person point of view … in past tense though. This one’s in present tense …
Ah, fantasies make people drooling. >:D
Have You Received The Message?
You find yourself, sitting on before your respective desk in class, your face ever-so-gloomy. The classroom is filled with exasperating buzzing and whispers, the news starting to float around. He is going to leave — today.
Bitterly, you give yourself a pitiful smile. Tsukimori-kun, in less than an hour, will leave all of you and your friends. He is now in school, saying his last goodbyes to his classmates, teachers, Tsuchiura-kun, Yunoki-senpai, Hihara-senpai, Shimizu-kun, Fuyuumi-chan … he surely will want to say his lasts to you but you do not show up.
Instead, you sulkily sit on your seat.
Why do you feel lonely anyway? You are the one who urge him to go, who cheer him to follow the best path, yet you feel so ill at ease. Aren’t you just the crazy?
You love how you practice the violin with his guidance. His every word uttered by his cold yet soothing voice every time you train yourself to be better in playing your instrument are bringing you to what seems like sanctuary.
You smile as you remember those moments. Those are the moments of peace and happiness.
“K — Kaho-senpai?” you hear a small voice ask.
Without staring up as you know who spoke, you reply with a, “Has he left?”
“No, he hasn’t yet, Hino-san,” says another voice. Stunned at the familiar mellifluous voice, your head snapped up, staring at the penetrating eyes of Yunoki-senpai. He gives you a smile. “Won’t you at least talk to him?”
They are in your classroom, huh? They do not even think how much of a chaos it will cause.
Nevertheless, you smile back and shook your head. Those two, they still find the time to come up to the Gen-Ed and talk to her.
“I have had already spoken to him anyway.” That is your reply yet deep down, you feel as though you miss something important to tell him. “My classmates are now looking at you, aren’t you going to go save yourself from fan girls, Yunoki-senpai?” you ask that you ought to send as a tease but your voice showed uncontrolled.
“Are you sure you won’t go down talk to him?” senpai’s honeyed voice asks again, as though insisting you go show up to Tsukimori-kun.
You heave a sigh, open your mouth to speak, but Fuyuumi-chan intervenes.
“S — senpai, you’re c — crying.”
Shock fills you in and your right hand instinctively is raised to your cheek, touching the damp spot where a single tear seems to have trailed. Your heart skips a beat. “I — I am …”
“Hino, he’ll already — hah — leave — in — a minute’s time —” you hear a panting voice semi-shout by the entrance of your classroom and you find Tsuchiura-kun there, leaning on his knees, his eyebrows noticeably furrowed.
Everyone in the room seems to silence, staring at him with amusement. “If you won’t — go — talk to — him — he won’t have — any second thought — of leaving.”
You know he does not care about Tsukimori-kun leaving … or you think so … but your heart is apparently overjoyed by the fact that your friends are …
At Tsuchiura-kun’s back is Hihara-senpai, panting really hard as he leans on the doorframe. Beside him is Shimizu-kun, wide awake, his face crumpled with worry.
“Senpai, in a minute, he’ll leave,” he mutters, his gaze pinning you down. “He told us to tell you that.”
Hihara-senpai sends you an encouraging yet anxious smile. “Kaho-chan …” he mumbles but the simple call seems to convey many different messages.
Go talk to him.
We ran all this way just to send you the message.
You’ll never see him for years; will you not really want to see him one last time?
He’s still waiting for you to show up.
He has got something to say.
…you’re fooling yourself if you say you have nothing to tell him. Won’t you at least encourage him once again … to …
…stay with us instead of leaving?
You are astounded. They do everything — ran all the way — just to tell you one simple message. Stop him.
The chair you are sitting on shockingly is knocked down to the cold floor as you instantly stood up, your face evidently decked with realization. You want to tell him never leave and stay. It is like a sudden lightning bolt that shot your worrywart brain.
Without warning, you feel your legs starting to run its way to nowhere, bringing you to a destination you know will change your life. Your heart is starting to beat even faster that you have the feeling your ribs will soon crack because of the impact. Your eyes are stinging with the tears you want to cast to show how bad you feel inside.
Don’t leave, Tsukimori-kun, is the only thought that runs in your mind. Go stop him as your friends want you to, as you want it to.
When you are finally down outside to the grounds, you immediately head your way towards the gates and realize the elegant black limousine of Tsukimori-kun is leaving. No … don’t.
Your pace turns even swifter.
“Tsukimori-kun!”
Your heart’s beating seemingly starts to crack your ribs into shards at any moment.
“Tsukimori-kun!”
Your eyes widen as the limousine sped off and gradually run out of sight. Just yet, you carry on running.
“Ts — Tsuki — Tsuki — LEN!” you cry as you come to a halt and panted. You failed and fooled yourself …
you have your eyes widened, tears hanging on it. You try to get a grip of yourself but—
Someone pulls you backwards.
“Have you received the message?” a voice you long to hear asks.
End
Huh, have you seen that? A simple daydream I always long and wait to happen. I mean, what if does happen? I will be the happiest gal one can perceive, really. Drool!!! :D~ Uh-huh, that’s the fanatic way of showing castles in the sky!! Yay! XD
Waii! Listen up! I have been a dying hard fan of KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN!! AAhhhh!!!! Drool to death, ideas mushrooming incessantly kills! :DD
Check these pictures out!! Dribble to death! Yay~
I love Sawada Tsunayoshi! Vongola Boss, a hot character~ magnets!!! Agh, I think I would soon run out of oxygen in too much of these extremities. And Hibari and Mukuro? Aren’t they just too gorgeous for one addicted and mad gal as I? Meeh … :D And the twenty years older Lambo! Too gorgeous and cool for one’s good! Sheesh! I’m dying of too much here!! And Chrome, she’s so cute. She’s to be called a bishoujo. Yeay!
Click on the pictures! Go! Go!
=
=
La Corda D’Oro!! Please let us all huddle up together with one thought that may send Yuki Kure not to let Len leave … Don’t leave, Len for Kahoko!! XDD I’m sorry but I’m much of a Violin Romance fan.
=
Fanfictions: (www.fanfiction.net/~serachan011)
I have updated M E M O I R (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5011268/6/M_E_M_O_I_R)! I don’t know what possessed me to update though. And as an excerpt from the chapter:
‘Twinkle, twinkle, little bat!
How I wonder what you're at!’
You know the song, perhaps?” He turned to stare at the redhead.
Kahoko scratched the back of her head. Perhaps he meant, “Twinkle, twinkle, little star how I wonder what you are”, she thought. “I've heard something … well … something same as that,” she said with a sheepish smile.
Hatter-Yunoki-senpai raised his head proudly. “It still has its continuation, you know,” he said. “It goes on this way:
‘Up above the world you fly
Like a tea-tray in the sky
Twinkle, twinkle—’”
“Twinkle, twinkle …” continued Dormouse-Shimizu-kun in his sleep. He went on as though there was no end of it. To make him stop, the three would have to pinch him then.
Hatter-Yunoki-senpai frowned once again. “I had hardly finished the first verse when the Queen of Hearts bawled out: ‘He’s murdering the time! Off with his head!’.”
==
I believe you already have some ideas on what the chapter is about…
==
Also, The Camp (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5103223/3/The_Camp) is updated, check it out also.
Excerpt:
The redhead continued staring at him, subconsciously letting go or the card from her hand.
“But this time, I’ll be the one to do one certain promise for you.” Tsukimori turned his back and started preparing the other tent. “If ever you ever felt like crying, just approach me and I’ll try to carry your burden—”
“Again? No, Tsukimori-kun, I won’t let that happen,” said Kahoko as she followed him outside. She helped Tsukimori with the materials and her hand brushed against his. She jolted her hands away but didn’t leave and instead aided the blue-haired lad in putting up the tent. “I don’t care whether you have promises or whatever because there’s just one thing I want you to do …” She paused and looked up at a bewildered Tsukimori Len. “…please, I want to win this race together with you.”
Tsukimori blinked and slowly turned to the redhead. “Together?” he asked in utter perplexity.
==
Meep! I’m possessed in here the reason it was updated. It was updated last Monday but I haven’t been able to update this blog and so … and so … :D
==
I published another LCDO fanfic: (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5322004/1/A_Mix_Up) A Mix Up?
I deleted my first GA fanfic and instead published a oneshot: (http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5304996/1/Operation_Make_PolkaDot_Panties_Fall) Operation: Make Polka-Dot Panties Fall. It’s crazy … but review. It badly needs appreciation … my ego has gone black-and-blue as people merely favorite-d it and did not even leave a review … only some courteous people though.
And for more fanfic to read, just check out my profile.
=
Uh … what else? I have gained new friends. Redsakuranbo (http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1444448/redsakuranbo) yeah, a faithful reader and reviewer; Dhidi-chan (http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1955298/dhidi-chan), I have been beta-reading her fan fiction; and AnimeViolinist (http://www.fanfiction.net/~animeviolinist), I beta-read her story once … :) I’m more than glad to gain new friends.
Oh, saiunkokulover offered some fanart from my fan fiction … A Mix Up? … she’ll try to draw Len playing soccer~ :D I’ll post the link in here and in my FF Profile once she’s finished with it. She’ll also try Len and the others in wonderland … as in Len the bunny. :D~
=
I have something to add! Can you believe this? I had my usual weekend siesta just earlier and I dreamed something crazy …
Erupting volcano, frogs leaping on you, horror movies wherein you didn’t know who the characters were, escaping from the hospital where you were currently confined, and … and … a statue of the Mother of God tilting its head to you with a small smile. O.O My greatest and most random dream I ever had in a day. It’s siesta anyway!!
=
~sera-chan wants to let people spend their time drooling over magnificent animes … :DD
FMA Brotherhood! ED!